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Ahmad Muslim aka Big G
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[Wednesday, October 7, 2009]
9:13 AM
Ok peepos.... muahahahaha. Its 1215hrs in the morning and i'm about to go asleep. But before that.. hmmm. I'll just share a bit. I find myself torn between two alter egos ya know. One is, of course as you all know, the lighter side of me. The joker with all the smiles and everything. Whilst i have this other side thats very2 dark ya know. Its a side to you would never expect out of me. And its very frightening. All those horrid thoughts you know. Its like a monster. All my sad thoughts and anger all jumbled up into this freak. its all my fault coz i dun lyk to share my problems. Sharing my problems makes me look weak. For God's sake i'm not weak. I'm mentally tough ya know. Ok la lets stop talking about this la ok?? Bingit tau. Mcm fucked up sia. C'mon man. Get a grip. Sometimes i feel like i wanna stop making nonsensical comments and fucking stupid jokes. I feel like i wanna shout at people's face when i'm mad. I feel like beating the shit of some assholes. But i can't. I don't know why. I'm not violent. I wasn't brought up in a violent family. But i allowed myself to be influenced by this cruel world. Yup, who says this world is kind. I mean earth is kind. But we ourselves make this world cruel. The gangsters, the stupid terrorists and fucking politicians who thinks of nothing else but wars. Here's a big finger to you guys shit asses._I_. Hais. look i'm babbling again... Fuck shit._Bleeding heart sheds no tear' ;