[Wednesday, December 2, 2009]
7:40 AM
OK. Its been an effing long time since i last blogged. Been stressed out lately. School, life. Hais....
I haven been to sch for the past two weeks. I bet even the teacher forgets my name. My studies dropping even faster. I'm changing. for the worse that is. I realize this but i haven found myself a really good reason to change. I've always been seen as a loser. Nerdy. Step. Wadever fuck la. I changed cause i wanna stop that. I want people to fear me. But as i think about it....I wonder, whats the point. Hais......I feel sorry for meself.
Ok now for some positive news. I have juz formed a band wif my cuzzies. The name is Misfits For A Cause. But so far, we haven't started anything yet. Still developing. Ahahahaha....I'm the lead singer cum rythm guitar. yeah. Our genre is mainly on acoustics and punk rock. Currently we're still learning songs from No Use For a Name. I'm very excited about this band. Haha. Dunno why.....
Ok now for the whiny session.........................
I like this gurl, but i'm in-confident that she realised that. Which i hope not. She's perfect. Pretty, smart. Kinda cute too.... But after some logical calculations and thinking and reasoning. I realised that im juz not cut out for her. I mean, its like a beggar falling for a princess. Like the mud falling for the stars. Hais....... Well i don't mind. As i long i can talk to her. It would suffice..... Aiyooo.......If only i can eradicate this feeling. When i feel it, i feels good. But when i think about it, its just impossible.... hmmmmmmmmm...........
_Bleeding heart sheds no tear' ;
